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So, almost after a full month, R. drags her ass out of hibernation to present you the sixth chapter.

No, really!

It is shorter than the previous thankfully, but I think it makes up for it with the pure factor of multiple mind-trips. And God, did it ever take ages to get right.

Notably, I'm still stretching these characters in ways that were never touched in the series. Nagisa's getting to be much more complex (somehow), and I'm generally having fun with their messy sense of stability.

...

In other words, I'm still crazy.

OKAY. ENOUGH STALLING AS I STALLED FOR NEARLY A MONTH:

Title: Meet Me at the End of the World
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Pairing: Eventual Kaworu/Shinji.
Rating: PG-13 this chapter.
Genre: AU. Ikari Shinji, the last angel, cannot find it within himself to kill the Third Child, Nagisa Kaworu.
Chapter: 6/12, association.
Notes: The previous testings are taking their toll; there is research to be done, notes to be fixed, and beneath the seeming calm is a deep undercurrent. Hesitance and strain are becoming apparent, and avoidance is not at all helping this. If anything, everything has become much more confused since Shinji's initial appearance.

Previous parts / Side-pieces:

I. reality testing
II. uber-ich (super ego)
III. symptom
IV. counter-wish
V. counter-transference

Asuka: Pride is a Small, Red Bird


And the dawn had been coming in, then. Gray and soft. Quiet. And Nagisa had felt something he couldn't quite name. Couldn't quite place. And it had tightened behind his ribs. Had nested in there. Had provided words that didn't quite fit. That didn't belong. )
 
 
music;: unfamiliar ceilings | fightstar
 
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16 March 2008 @ 04:11 pm

... OK. I'm taking a lot of huge risks with this chapter. I'm pretty much scared of the length of it, the allusions. The development of the characters. Where this is pointing -- Hell, I got it all planned out in my head, but this is becoming a strange, strange limit. I am pushing characters in ways they've never been pushed in the series. Ever.

There's a lot of information in this chapter, whether you note it or not. This is where we're getting into the crazy, crazy stuff. This chapter was insane. It was not only hard to write, but pretty painful to write on top of it.

Pretty much everyone gets a mention here. Asuka, Misato, Toji, Shinji, Kaworu, Rei. The next chapter is going to be shorter, assuredly.

You get a lot of stuff you've never seen me write, before. So. Uh. Yes.

Whatever, now I'm stalling. STOP STALLING, R. STOP IT.

Title: Meet Me at the End of the World
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Pairing: Eventual Kaworu/Shinji.
Rating: R this chapter for disturbing imagery and general underlying details on a particular psychosis.
Genre: AU. Ikari Shinji, the last angel, cannot find it within himself to kill the Third Child, Nagisa Kaworu.
Chapter: 5/?, counter-transference
Notes: Katsuragi's had enough, and Nagisa's intentions only serve to boggle Ikari further as he desperately tries to reason with himself.
Previous parts / Side-pieces:

I. reality testing
II. uber-ich (super ego)
III. symptom
IV. counter-wish

Asuka: Pride is a Small, Red Bird

And Nagisa standing near to him, his red-undershirt bleeding through the white of his over-shirt. An apologetic frown pulling at his lips. His fingers, pushing back his hair. (Mumbling: 'I knew I should have brought an umbrella.') )

Also, folks:

Do you think I should just give it up and archive this on FF.net for safe-keeping?
 
 
vibe;: drained
music;: falling slowly | glen hansard & markéta irglová
 
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I would very much like to inform you that I am done with fourth chapter of MMatEotW. (Took me long enough, I know.)

I'm pretty psyched up to get this sub-plot moving, as well. Things are only going to get more complicated from here. No, really.

I also managed to somehow drag this monster into my real life. I'm not sure how it happened, but I started talking to Ben about it, and then Chris. It turns out they're actually pretty interested in the concept. Who would have guessed?

Oh, wait. No, they would be. They like the series. Chris mentioned his brain wanting to commit suicide, but I told him not to be such a pussy. :D

So, yes. Without further rambling:

Title: Meet Me at the End of the World
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Pairing: Eventual Kaworu/Shinji.
Rating: PG-13ish this chapter.
Genre: AU. Ikari Shinji, the last angel, cannot find it within himself to kill the Third Child, Nagisa Kaworu.
Chapter: 4/?, counter-wish
Notes: Katsuragi has her work cut out for her, when the testing results turn out to be more worrisome than intially anticipated.
Previous parts / Side-pieces:

I. reality testing
II. uber-ich (super ego)
III. symptom

Asuka: Pride is a Small, Red Bird

'I assume we'll be keeping this from them?' )
 
 
vibe;: cheerful
music;: komm, susser tod | EoE
 
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I can't believe I just sat here and completely banged this out. It felt awesome. Now, I'm going to go have my post-writing coffee, and finally celebrate my seeming break in "the block."

Anyway, side-piece first:

title: Meet Me at the End of the World: Pride is a Small, Red Bird
series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
chapter: Side-piece 1/?, takes place before the beginning of this AU.
characters: Kaworu, Misato, Asuka.
summary: The "domesticity" of the Katsuragi household. (Pre-coma, pre-arrival of Ikari).
soundtrack: Passenger Seat | Death Cab for Cutie

And Sohryu's breath would always sound just as red as her hair was. As red as her lips and eyelashes were. And how, just for one instant, her arrogance would subside. Cool. With a faint lull of his words and a brief flare of irritation. Water to steam. )
 
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