[fill my heart with song]

Opening sequence to AU2, get!

In other words, I've completed section one of...Several. The completed piece is due in by the 1st of June for [info]springkink, so I figured I'd show what I have for progress, thus far. It will likely be completed far before then, but I figured I should post some form of writing, seeing that I have neglected to do so for...About a week or so.

Title: Pax: Sic Transit Gloria Mundi
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Genre: AU; eighteen-year-old Ikari Shinji has never hefted a gun in his life, but with the world verging on WWIII precisely thirteen years after the first nuclear bomb was detonated during the Cold War, he is drafted. Fighting for allied countries under the direction of NERV, he is sent to Berlin for his first battle with the enemy, SEELE. It is either do, or die--And he fears it may be the latter.
Rating: R, for: Blood, general disturbing imagery, death, stream of consciousness, distorted thoughts, et cetera.
Notes: Say hello to a line pulled from Pink Floyd's "A Good Day for Freedom" (evidenced clearly enough), obscure references to things that will be outlined further in the future, obscure references to "Komm, Susser Tod" (irony is good), and a question posed in Esperanto (translation should be evident by the answer given). Oh, haha. R. does love that fact of the Cold War. ♥

Also, for some fun history: Esperanto was originally supposed to be the world-wide language, but ended up becoming rather stunted. Many individuals do use it, and it is something interesting to at least take a look into. Esperanto was actually very popular with countries behind the Iron Curtain, so it seems more than practical to continue the usage, here.

Interestingly, the creator of Esperanto and his family, as well as the fellow speakers, were also targeted during the Holocaust due to the believed threat that they held.

Also, to clear up the alliances for the mean time:

NERV = Japan, China, Russia.
SEELE = Germany, USA, and the UN.

(Hence, if you understand Esperanto? I'm going swing it that you're not part of SEELE. Or at least Germany.)

Russia and the USA are pretty much rubble in this. Germany's been subsequently weakened due to proximity. China, Japan, and the UN (some of it) managed to be rather lucky -- If you consider anything after a nuclear war lucky.

His voice is trapped fast behind his teeth. Words clamped down upon. Mutilated. )
 
 
vibe;: amused
music;: signal fire | snow patrol
 
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[fill my heart with song]

So, almost after a full month, R. drags her ass out of hibernation to present you the sixth chapter.

No, really!

It is shorter than the previous thankfully, but I think it makes up for it with the pure factor of multiple mind-trips. And God, did it ever take ages to get right.

Notably, I'm still stretching these characters in ways that were never touched in the series. Nagisa's getting to be much more complex (somehow), and I'm generally having fun with their messy sense of stability.

...

In other words, I'm still crazy.

OKAY. ENOUGH STALLING AS I STALLED FOR NEARLY A MONTH:

Title: Meet Me at the End of the World
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Pairing: Eventual Kaworu/Shinji.
Rating: PG-13 this chapter.
Genre: AU. Ikari Shinji, the last angel, cannot find it within himself to kill the Third Child, Nagisa Kaworu.
Chapter: 6/12, association.
Notes: The previous testings are taking their toll; there is research to be done, notes to be fixed, and beneath the seeming calm is a deep undercurrent. Hesitance and strain are becoming apparent, and avoidance is not at all helping this. If anything, everything has become much more confused since Shinji's initial appearance.

Previous parts / Side-pieces:

I. reality testing
II. uber-ich (super ego)
III. symptom
IV. counter-wish
V. counter-transference

Asuka: Pride is a Small, Red Bird


And the dawn had been coming in, then. Gray and soft. Quiet. And Nagisa had felt something he couldn't quite name. Couldn't quite place. And it had tightened behind his ribs. Had nested in there. Had provided words that didn't quite fit. That didn't belong. )
 
 
music;: unfamiliar ceilings | fightstar
 
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01 April 2008 @ 11:52 pm

FST IS FINISHED.

So, in other words: Whether or not you like the series/pairing, you still get free music.

Basically, I got bored over the last few days and decided to compile this mix of songs. They're really heavy on the piano in most cases, and filled with a lot of acoustic guitar.

In other words, you get to see more of my Indie-fag side. Which was always readily apparent, but here it is shoved in your face in tune to this FST.

Vincit Omina Amor: Love Conquers All | Another Kaworu + Shinji FST. )
 
 
music;: it don't matter to the sun | rosie thomas
 
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16 March 2008 @ 04:11 pm

... OK. I'm taking a lot of huge risks with this chapter. I'm pretty much scared of the length of it, the allusions. The development of the characters. Where this is pointing -- Hell, I got it all planned out in my head, but this is becoming a strange, strange limit. I am pushing characters in ways they've never been pushed in the series. Ever.

There's a lot of information in this chapter, whether you note it or not. This is where we're getting into the crazy, crazy stuff. This chapter was insane. It was not only hard to write, but pretty painful to write on top of it.

Pretty much everyone gets a mention here. Asuka, Misato, Toji, Shinji, Kaworu, Rei. The next chapter is going to be shorter, assuredly.

You get a lot of stuff you've never seen me write, before. So. Uh. Yes.

Whatever, now I'm stalling. STOP STALLING, R. STOP IT.

Title: Meet Me at the End of the World
Series: Neon Genesis Evangelion
Pairing: Eventual Kaworu/Shinji.
Rating: R this chapter for disturbing imagery and general underlying details on a particular psychosis.
Genre: AU. Ikari Shinji, the last angel, cannot find it within himself to kill the Third Child, Nagisa Kaworu.
Chapter: 5/?, counter-transference
Notes: Katsuragi's had enough, and Nagisa's intentions only serve to boggle Ikari further as he desperately tries to reason with himself.
Previous parts / Side-pieces:

I. reality testing
II. uber-ich (super ego)
III. symptom
IV. counter-wish

Asuka: Pride is a Small, Red Bird

And Nagisa standing near to him, his red-undershirt bleeding through the white of his over-shirt. An apologetic frown pulling at his lips. His fingers, pushing back his hair. (Mumbling: 'I knew I should have brought an umbrella.') )

Also, folks:

Do you think I should just give it up and archive this on FF.net for safe-keeping?
 
 
vibe;: drained
music;: falling slowly | glen hansard & markéta irglová
 
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